Thursday, December 21, 2006

ITS THURSDAY!!!
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!
hee!
=P
go off from sch at 1700 since supervisor not around.
let me had a quick post before my dear come and fetch me.

ytd was my bdae celebration.
with my jies!
yup!
i got 1 more jie le.
shinyi officially join us as jie mei.
but there is terms and conditions for her.
yeah now im having 7jies le!!
who else can be as fortunate as me to haf 7jies ne?
hee!
=p
our dinner was at opposite shaw tower de chong qing steamboat.
was kinda fun.
i was reallie happie and i reallie enjoyed myself.
reallie appreciate all of u to attend the dinner.
yes its FULL attendance once again.
THANK ALL OF MY JIES!!!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!
and we did our x'mas xchange as well!
i got iris'!!
its a 'blink-blink' eye shadow.
its so nice!
i love it!!
(:
and shan got mine.
my bdae prezzie is damn interesting lor.
got lotsa stuffs!!
1 'crown' top.
3 pairs of earrings. (2 of it are 'crown')
2 necklaces.
1 sunglass.
2 nail polish.
1 comb.
1 hp sock.
1 eye shadow.
1 strawberry hair clip.
i reallie love ALL of the items!!
once again thanx lots to my dearest jies!!!
thanx yun for ur hard work to 'design' the box too!!
u all are juz damn great man!!
all of u deserve a kiss from me!!!
*muack!
*muack!
*muack!
*muack!
*muack!
*muack!
*muack!
every one of my jie got one!!
LOL!!
=D
well.
i got a surprise cake!
where?
in the toilet!!!
omg~
it was a oreo cheesecake.
so i actually took photos wif my cake wif my jies and wif the toilet bowl too!!
-_-
surprise ah!!
thanx for the surprise.
im reallie surprised!!
btw can i ask a qns..
who is the one who got the cake and holding onto it all the while?
i dont even notice it.
haa.
and receive x'mas card from xiu er jie!!
hey of coz i still rmb tat incident!
im doing wat tat sentence says juz bcoz u are my er jie!!
i will not do tat unless they are someone special to me.
and of coz u are one of them!!
HEE!!
=P
all the photos hafta wait for shan xiu and iris to upload and to send mi.
i reallie enjoyed my dae.
(:

todae in sch.
boon went to buy a bdae cake.
den.
michelle.
jo.
jeevitha.
kaili.
peiqi.
and beng(ya beng leong.. lol).
sang bade song for me at mac.
omg~
so happie!!
but sad oso.
coz my ai ren too busy and cant come back.
AI REN!!!
i nv forget u!!
i did ask boon where are u.
but he sae u busy~
so sad u cant join.
=(
hmm.
tat jo wana sabo me.
she went to put the candle DEEP into the cake.
asked mi to use my mouth to take it out.
i tot she or they will push my head into the cake.
guess wat she did?
instead she use the ice cream which i ate halfway.
smash onto my face!!!!!!!
WTH lor!!!!
haa.
'thanx' ah~
=p
hmm was very happie afterall.
coz i reallie didnt expect this will happen.
coz my past 2 yrs bdae i poly did not reallie happen anything.
i oso like forget le.
ai ren still can rmb mah?
lol.
if i recall will tell all of u.
haa.
oso wana thanx all of u i mentioned juz now for singing bdae song for me!!!
(:

ohh ya!!
not forgetting michelle is the FIRST one who gave me prezzie!!
its perfume!!
THANK YOU!!!
(:
and oso qiuxiang went to buy chocolates in sch for me as my prezzie.
when she get to noe todae is actually my bdae.
wah~
so bu hao yi shi lor.
still wana sae THANK YOU to her.
(:

reallie felt GREAT to have my friends to celebrate my bdae for me.
and to receive so many prezzie.
and SURPRISES~
=D
i think more prezzie to come.
hmm..
jun sae she will get for me sth.
and zhi wei told me he actually bought sth for me!
omg~
maybe meeting him next week or wat ba.

WISH MYSELF A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
=))

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

OMG!!
my sch nyp is so great man.
now den i realise.
just click at the link below:
proud to be a nyp-ians
LoL!!
maybe im crazy.
-_-

Monday, December 18, 2006

ITS MONDAY!!
ya.
its a bad monday ba.
or to be specific.
i got a sucky weekends.

saturday.
went to work from 1330 to 2230.
helped jun to do her excel sheet.
went home ard 2300++.
we took cab and jun send mi home.
dear msg mi saying tat his parents is objecting our relationship.

sunday.
went to work form 1330 to 2230.
den went home.
dear msg mi saying sorry tat he cant continue this relationship due to his parents.
hais.
im lost.
i called jun and cried.
we talked for an hour plus.
felt abit better.
both of us belive tat.
tat is not the onli reason tat he wana end our relationship.
there is still something behind this.
not i dont trust him.
but i reallie smell something fishy.
i've cried.
talked to jun.
jun had consoled mi.
warned mi not to cry.
okie.
den i went to slp.

today!
yup.
i tried to start a new life of mine.
since he had chosen to end our relationship.
so he wont be calling mi anymore le.
surprisingly.
he called mi at 1000.
i juz answer lor.
he told mi tat his parents esp his dad is reallie objecting it.
his dad wanted to chase him out of his hse.
well.
and he did not went home last night.
he stayed out.
but i dunno where.
i reallie dunno to feel pity for him or not.
if i feel pity for him.
am i being too softhearted?
hais.
he kept on telling mi tat his parents is the onli reason for the cause of all this.
there is no other reason.
shld i believe him?
and one more thing im juz wondering.
if he reallie wana end this relationship.
y do he bother to call mi again todae?
so i feel tat he still love mi.
well mayb he is reallie saying the truth.
his parents is the onli reason resulting our relationship this way.
but!
of he reallie still love mi.
y wld he suggest to end this relationship?
he is the one who asked mi to be strong.
he is the one who asked mi to be patient.
and now?!
argh!!
i juz got lots and lots of Ys and BUTs.
hais.
will update again wat happen next.

suppose to meet jun todae fat sch for shopping.
but she last minute not free.
postphone to tmr.
shopping!
(:

last friday i went out.
out wif jun.
aisyah.
izwan.
noor.
aep.
khairul.
haslam.
yup.
we had our meal at marina square food court.
den we parted.
left onli jun and mi went town shopping.
the rest of them stay at marina square for bowling and pool i think.
we shopped.
den we went to swensens had ice cream, fries and calamari.
den went home ard 2300.
jun is like my elder sis.
in the past i wanted a elder sis to talk to.
now i've found one.
(:

of coz not forgetting those who gave mi words of advices.
i appreciate them.
thanx.
(:

Friday, December 15, 2006

its FRIDAY!!!
i reached sch at 0900.
abit earlier.
coz i suspect my supervisor called mi ytd.
but i did not ans.
so sleepy the whole morning.
juz had my lunch wif michelle.
and now my lab is still quite empty now.

ytd night went to work.
was so damn tired and sleepy at ard 2200.
was doing some stuffs.
and oso helping jun to do her stuffs.
den dear called mi at 2230.
saying he cant come and fetch mi as wat he promise mi earlier on.
coz he is still having his training.
hais.
if he think his training cant end early.
i would rather he dont promise me tat he will come and fetch me.
not blaming him or wat.
but was kinda sad.
and oso too tired to be angry lah.
hais.
wat to do.
as wat i said.
hope next week wont be this bad.
coz his competition is on coming sunday.
hmm.
den when jun and me finish doing all the stuffs.
its already 2300++.
we took cab and she send me home.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

its THURSDAY!!!
yup.
im in sch now.
reached ach ard 0930.
since now onli got 3ppl in my lab.
so i took this chance to blog.
lalala~

im going work later aft sch.
yeah~
dear sae he coming to fetch me aft work aft his training!!!
hee.
so happie now.
=P

k lah.
stop here for now.
coz i oso dont wana let ppl noe im blogging.
haa.
(:

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

its WEDNESDAY!!!
well.
my dae was alright.
juz abit too boring ba.

reached sch at 0930.
i have been reaching sch later and later ah.
=x
hmm anyway.
my supervisor is FINALLY back from his 2 leave daes tat he did not inform us.
quixiang and me went to hand in our weekly report.
he was out to lunch.
den he came to look for us aft his lunch i think.
luckily im doing some stuffs for show
but i did doing something regarding my project.
my head was kena knock by him alot of times AGAIN!!!
wth lor.
-_-
taught me how to understand a program thoroughly.
coz i had been studying it for a week and i still dunno wth it talking abt.
i was so hardworking till i forget time for tea break.
lol.
aft tea break im reallie tat hardworking.
writing notes and stuffs lor.
even michelle asked mi go level for to chat.
i didnt went.
wow~
amazing ah.
lol.
i actually asked beng for help.
but kinda ma fan lah.
asked mi to go to his lab and show him.
so i juz explore the whole program myself lor.
well done suet!~
=P
so todae cant ciao early.
styaed till 1730.
pack up and went to see my supervisor.
and explain to him wat i had understand.
seriously lah.
although i seems like understand the program liao.
but he still can ask all sorts of funnie stupid qns.
tat i cant ans him.
idiot~
-_-
so tmr still hafta do research on his funnie stupid qns.
bth~

aft sch.
went tampines mall.
alone~
dont ask mi y.
coz everyone juz seems busy.
hmm nvm.
my main motive to go tampines mall is to recontract my starhub max online.
to get a free notebook~!!!
so abt in a mth time i will be getting a notebook.
yeah~
one of my wishES will be granted sooN~
hee.
=P
well.
i went to popular too.
bought a organiser.
sounds weird?
suet use organiser?
lol.
think i wana be a organised person for the new year ba.
so my first 2007 resolution will be.
'to be a organised person'
hope so.
(:
btw!
guess who i saw at tampines mall popular?!
our former music teacher!!!
MS MARY SOH!!!
omg~!
still rmb her voice?
i heard her asking one of the popular staffs.
'excuse me, do u sell... ... ...'
den i turned and look.
ohh its her!!
lol.
but i didnt actually approach myself to her lah.
im not the kind of person will do tat.
wait sekali she forget mi.
so paiseh.
den hafta find a hole and hide.
so better not.
haha!
den i walked out of tampines mall.
walk towards the interchange.
a guy stopped mi for a shopping survey.
i was halfway doing the survey.
he told mi he is from prediential.
i was like...
wtf
PREDIENTIAL?!~
AGAIN?!~
argh!
-_-
but i did not give my contact NUMBER.
but gave my email lor.
bth this kind of ppl.
den while doing tat 'shopping survey'.
a lady came to mi for ANOTHER survey.
F**K lah~
but tat lady was from bossin.
the survey was abt health.
aft doing tat survey.
i was entitled a free hair spa.
well y not.
haa.
so i made a appointment next tuesdae do haf the hair spa.
its at bugis.
well anyone free wana acc mi?
lol.
=P
aft tat 2 survey.
i went to one of the hp stalls.
i bought myself ANOTHER earpiece.
cost mi 20bucks.
i used my hp for 9mths.
and this is the third earpiece im using le.
so approximately a earpiece's lifespan is 3mths.
lol.
finally i can board my bus peacefully way home.

dear.
im missing u.
its the forth dae le.
yup.
hope next week wont be this bad.
(:

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

let me start from last saturday.
start work at 1500.
forgot and dont feel like thinking wat had actualy happen.
finish work at 2300.
surprisingly.
dear called me up.
he say he will fetch me up.
hee of coz im happy lah.
den we went to kent ridge park.
nice scenery there.
forgot to take a photo before we left!
always forget!
tsk tsk tsk.
sad!

den last sunday.
due to i wana watch star awards.
coz got my all-time-favourite-sun xie zhi and wang ren fu.
tats y i changed my schedule.
worked from 0900 to 1700.
same dont feel like thinking wat had happen.
i noe is nothing good happened.
den at 1700.
ciao lor!
no dear fetch.
coz he's still working.
duh!
lol.
reached home juznin time to watch the xing guang da dao.
saw my all-time-favourites!!
hee.
*wink
=p
den the award presentation started at 1900.
ened at 2200.
some deserved it.
some are juz lucky.
some words are touching.
some words are juz simply extra.
den aft the presentation.
watched the qing gong yan.
the songs they sangs are retro lor!
like mambo night.
lol.
everything ended at 2300.
went to slp aft dear called me ard 0000++.
chatted awhile.
he actually called me back again.
but im already in my dreams.
haa.

proceed on to monday.
fyp is juz damn freaking boring lor.
supervisor on leave.
not ard.
dunno wat to do.
went to sch did nth.
juz to surf net.
kinda wasting of time.
i cant surf net at home meh?
haa.
reallie bored till nth to do.
ciao at 1700.
den dee called mi to meet up marie and faisal at yishun at 1930.
yup of coz i went.
i did not see marie for a yr plus.
the last time i saw her was when i tutored her her sec3 maths.
i did not see faisal for abr 2 to 3 yrs?
the last time i saw him was when he resign ba.
aft tat oso nv met him up or wat.
marie is still the same as before.
as noisy as before.
we still laugh as wat we did yrs ago in store.
yup.
den tat faisal.
i juz get to noe tat he is 19yrs old.
born in the year of 1987.
so its same as marie and me!!!
both of us juz cant believe it lor.
reallie cant!
haa.
and one more thing.
faisal reallie slim down alot!
i mean reallie ALOT!!!
amazing.
lol.
hmm.
so actually it sounds like a ex-kallang gathering ah.
yup.
(:
went off ard 2200.
reached home 2300.
dear went jb without informing me.
win liao lor.
haa.
i onli noe it when i tried to call him.
its oversea tone.
i was like...
-_-
he went jb
ok lor.
oso dunno wat time he coming back or wat.
hai.
tsk tsk tsk!
baddie him!
den he msg mi at 0300++.
i managed to hear my hp ringing and replied him.
wah.
kinda amazing lor.
lol.
=D

TODAE!
its TUESDAY!
its a boring dae too.
went to sch.
supervisor not ard again!
nua rot sian bored sit stand walk net slp chat the whole dae.
wah piang.
bth lor.
gonna be mad if these continue.
haa.
reallie bth.
i went off at 1630 wif philip and kaili.
lol.
hmm ya.
suppose to meet my dear.
but he is not free.
training~ lor.
sian.
went home.
continue to nua lor.
hais.
dear ah.
where are u ah.
i miss u ah.

btw.
10 more daes to my bdae wor!
hee.
rmb ah!
=P

ohh ya.
my dear hafta work during my bdae.
is it a sad thing to noe?
im sad.
but cant be angry lah.
work mah.
cant be blamed.
but he will acc me aft he finish work.
(:

well.
i had my programs planned on both xmas and new yr eve le.
hee.
xmas eve.
michelle had invited me for a xmas party.
as for new yr eve.
im going chalet wif my dear.
organised by his colleagues.
yup.
looking forward to both daes!
(:

abt my new blogskin and blog layout.
i had posted my wishlist!
hee.
=P
and oso had linked my spree album.
so u all can see how much i had actually spree-ed.
tsk tsk tsk!
*shake head
im controlling le.
(:

tats all for now.
tata~

Friday, December 08, 2006

hey YO!
had changed my blogskin.
how is it?
hope u will enjoy ur stay here!
and of coz have to visit often!
hee.
=P
its FRIDAY!!!
but its a boring friday lor.
hais.
real sian.
home -> school -> home
friday shld be enjoying as it is end of weekday.
going out.
happening outside.
yet i went home.
wat a no life ger.

where is my dear?
im missing my dear.
he is at jurong now having his training.
ya.
he having his competition on 17dec.
went to his training once.
alright lah.
quite interesting.
although i dont understand.
luckily im kind of a music person.
tats y i told him i dont mind going.
if not i will be sleeping there man.
haa.

actually im reallie sad tat cant meet or see him everyday.
but i dont wana be the kind of ppl who sae 'nv meet 1 dae will die'.
so tats y im thinking positively and having a positive attitude towards everything.
and to stay happie too.
but no matter how happie i can be.
i will still miss him.
actually its oso difficult for us to meet ba.
his workplace and stay in the west.
my sch in the north and stay in the east.
yup.
although singapore is small.
but to travel from west to east and back to west.
its far.
and its costly too.
so suet ah.
must understand k.
yup.
i starting to be more understanding le ba.
i guess so?
hmm.
actually before my attachment ends.
i had already expect this will happen.
so its like mentally prepared le.
but it reallie feel different when it happens.

jinlong had found his love one.
and i oso found mine.
well.
its reallie sound weird for mi to sae tat.
coz thinking of we are the rumoured-couple during yr2 started by dr lim.
and now.
we are having our different path of life.
of coz we stay as friends as before.
craking jokes here and there.
these and that.
well mayb not as much as before i think.
hmm.
me as a friend.
wished him all the best.
he too.
thanx ya!
(:

missing you...LOTs!

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

ITS WEDNESDAY!!
but is a sad cum no mood wednesday.
everything start from early in the morning.

firstly.
i was kena nagged by my mother.
y am i reaching home late in the midnight.
[FINALLY she nagged abt this coz i noe sooner or later will happen de]
ok.
i juz shut up.
i always kept quiet when my mother was nagging.
coz if i talked back.
2 volcanos will erupt.
she continue to ask.
'u got bf already is it?'
i continue to keep quiet.
'almost everydae reach home so late shld be is got le lah'
'if got oso no need reach home late during midnight'
i continue to be silent.
'is it?'
finally i open up my mouth.
'han nah!'
den of coz she continue to ask abt him lah.
so i answered accordingly lor.
she oso aware tat my this relationship is not eveybody will agree to it.
well ya.
of coz she is shocked.
in fact ALL of my friends were shocked too.
so im not shock tat she is shock.

secondly.
i had been calling my dear ever since 0630.
call.
and call.
and call..
and call...
and call....
AND CALL.....
till 1500.
FINALLY.
he ans.
i was like so worry wat is happening and these and tat.
when he ans.
he told mi.
he is not sleeping.
he is not working.
but he is at home.
i was like...
asked him y did not ans my call.
he gave my a SHOCKING answer.
my heart sank.
wat is happening?!
argh!
but he told mi tat he is sick.
having fever and flu.
ok.
i calmed down.
well since he is sick.
shld be moody de lah.
so den i did not think too much.
let him rest lor.
but aft tat.
i TOTALLY moodless.
ya.
michelle shld noe the best.
she had been wif mi the whole dae.
she even noe wat he told mi.
i juz dun feel like saeing his ans.
the whole afternoon i kept on..
'michelle~'
'michelle help me~~'
'michelle im gonna be crazy soon~~~'
'MICHELLE~~~~'
michelle even ask mi am i angry?
had been calling him since morning.
den afternoon den ans.
no im not angry.
not angry at all.
im juz sad.
veri sad.
i told her tat.
im a person tat difficult to be angry.
well does it shows tat im having high tolerance level?
i even msg jun and tell her tat im sad and no mood.
she did not reply mi.
ya i noe she is working.
but i juz feel like telling her.

next.
jun called mi ard 1745 told mi tat she cant meet mi for dinner.
ya we suppose to meet up for dinner de.
den she oso asked mi wat happen.
wanted to tell her.
but my dear called mi too.
so i told jun will call her at night to tell her.
yeah kinda happy.
my dear called mi.
told mi he will be going to see doctor at 1830.
den go for his training.
i oso told him wat happened in the morning abt my mother's nagging.
yup.

went home.
reached home.
having dinner.
den...
my mother advise mi to let go my current relationship.
but the thing is she is not objecting.
she sae tat the decision is still up to mi.
den my dear called mi.
he is seeing doctor.
told mi bcoz of the sickness he got no mood for the whole dae.
ya so im right lah.
he got no mood bcoz he is sick.
so i oso told him wat my mother said lah.
hmm.
he had predicted the qns long ago.
in fact everybody had predicted the same qns too.
i told him the bottom of the line is.
'my mother is NOT objecting'
i told him my decision.
and we both promised each other.
hopefully there is no such word 'empty promises' in my dictionary anymore.
i think we both have to go thru alot of ups and downs.
yup.
i muz preservere till the end.
suet muz hang on there k!
suet muz jiayou orh!
=P

so towards the end of the dae is not tat bad afterall ba.
(:

i noe jun wont be able to read.
but still i wana thank her from my bottom of my heart.
she is juz my another TRUE friend.
thanx for sharing wif mi ur problems stories and sadness.
hope my advise do help u.
thanx again for being there for mi tat night.
made mi realise somethings tat i did not realise at all.
which before tat made mi like a stupid foolish and dumb.
and my hp oso flooded wif my tears tat night.
i think i had said umpteen times.
reallie glad to noe her as my friend.
and i oso said umpteen times of 'thank you' too.
(:

ok.
let mi tell u all my draft plan of my bdae cum x'mas celebration.
think will held on 20dec wednesday.
we will be having dinner somewhere not decided yet.
after dinner and x'mas exchange.
tat night ladies' night.
den we go clubbing k?
momo or dbo k?
hee.
=P
most importantly!!
dinner attendance MUST BE FULL!!!
plz kindly inform mi if ur boy is joining the dinner too.
(:
as for part 2 of the program.
going clubbing.
is optional but hopefully u all can go lah.
do kindly inform mi too who wana go clubbing.
(:
i decided not to go sch on my bdae if we are going clubbing.
or if im going out on tat dae.
lol.
=D

ok.
will end here le.
i posted this post from sadness to happiness.
lol.
=P

Monday, December 04, 2006

last thursdae.
yup.
managed to get my passport from my mother.
so went jb wif my dear aft sch.
and.
michelle got her driving license!
congrats!!

last fridae.
aft sch.
went jogging wif michelle at sch stadium.
we jogged 2.4km.
haha.
den aft jogging.
michelle drive and i acc her to buy her barang for her car.
den i went hougang mall to meet yun for our lens.

last saturdae.
work from 1200 to 2300.
aft work dear came and fetch mi den we went esplanade.

last sundae.
work from 1500 to 2100.
aft work dear came and fetch mi den we went fort canning park.

todae.
ITS MONDAE!!!
ya.
mondae blue.
reached sch at 0910.
was so bored till michelle and mi was like strolling and petrolling the whole level 4.
walking back and forth level 4.
lol.
den pack up at 1745.
went to sign out.
think i no need to go sign in anymore le ba.
im always late den sure got ppl help mi sign in de.
haha.

btw.
'BIG' thanx to wee loon ah!
for saeing this infront of my friends.
'suetlin.. u 'L' enough already.. no need 'LOL'..'
-__-
alot of nonsense started ever since met wee loon in sch so often.
bth.

seriously.
i did not have tat kind of feeling before.
the feeling of being so safe.
i got no more worries.
yup.
him!
i trust him.
and i hope he wont lie to mi.
pls pray for mi tat i wont trust the wrong person again k?
(:
reallie.
i reallie hope tat wat i felt and think was correct and nth will goes wrong.
sometimes i juz feel scared when he is not ard wif mi.
ya.
i cant be tat selfish tat wana to be wif him every single second of the dae.
he got his life too.
yes.
dear im missing you!

now im most worry abt is my gun doo best friend jun.
hope she find her ans soon one dae.
hope she wont breakdown.
if reallie yes.
hope she will stand up real soon.
well.
who noes mayb everything is fine.
mayb she is thinking too much.
like mi.
cheer up and think positively k!
(:

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

reached sch ard 0835.
but quixiang oso helped mi signed in at 0819.
thanx!
ard 0850.
i told philip.
'kia! lim teh!'
lol.
den philip called zhao and buk along.
den we rot till 0920 at canteen.
den went back to lab.
our lab still quite empty lor.
den 1000 break again.
lol.
we all are damn power lor.
break and break again.
den i went back ard 1040.
went back to lab.
juz in time our supervisor came.
die.
wat he asked both of us cant ans.
he is juz keep on asking and asking and asking de lor.
bth.
-_-
since we cant ans.
he sae he gave us till 1330.
he will go back and ask us.
den i start to start abit on my project.
juz did some online search.
den waited for michelle for lunch at 1230.
den my ai ren came back sch!!
she juz to come to see mi and shun bian see the rest.
lol.
bu hao lian!
=P
finally see my ai ren aft 3mths.
reallie missed all the craps and lame jokes we had lor.
chatted awhile den supervisor come liao.
we already tell him watever we noe.
den he sae we veri jialat.
noe veri brief nia.
so we attend a mini lecture by him.
sian.
ai ren ah.
im reallie going for the tkk.
juz wait for my kbox treat ba.
lol!!
=D
aft tat mini lecture.
im all the while doing online search.
till 1500 michelle call mi for break.
went wif quixiang too.
eat ice cream and fries.
went back ard 1530 ba.
continue searching.
wah.
damn bth lor.
1600++ kept on looking at my watch le.
1630...
1700...
1730...
think my brain stop working le ba.
ard 1745.
jeevitha asked to go liao.
den i msn philip 'lets go!'
pack and ciao!
same lor.
mi philip jeevitha and quixiang went to sign out together.
went home.

onli managed to meet my dear at 2300 under my block.
i was so sad coz he promise to meet mi aft his work.
but he went to help his friend and claimed tat its raining so cant meet mi.
i was like...
ARGH!!
well somehow miracle ba.
he called mi at 2239 to meet him under my block.
lalala``
all my sadness juz gone.
and SMILE.
(:
talked to him till 0045.
parted sadly.
haa.
he sae wana go jb tmr.
hmm.
hope i can get my passport frm my mother!
=P

btw saw wee loon in sch.
talked abt sch stuffs lectures and lecturers.
den!
talked rubbish abt mi in front of my friends.
which is irrelevant!!
idiot stupid him!!
LOL!!

ok lah.
gonne end here and ciao liao!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

tuesdae.
kinda boring in sch.
i reached at 0845.
which by right hafta reach at 0830.
thanx to quixiang who helped mi signed in at 0819.
(:
all i did was msn-ing.
surfing net with fear.
fear tat will kena caught going online ny any supervisor or by the camera.
and flipped thru the report.
and having break!
had morning tea break at 1000.
den i went for a one hr plus lunch.
coz went out did some stuffs.
went out one hr plus oso nobody care.
haa.
den went for another afternoon tea break at 1500.
den philip msn mi ard 1745.
to pack up and go!
lol.
mi philip quixiang and kaili go off at 1750 instead of 1800.
went to sign off and ciao.

went home.
dont ask mi y.
im damn sad and felt depressed too.
feel so useless tat cant help him in anything and in anywhere.
somehow i got no confident in myself.
tat u will leave mi.
i trust u.
i noe u wont.
but i juz cant stop myself frm thinking.
think is bcoz of who and wat i had met in the past.
scared tat history will happen again.
who can make sure tat my history wont happen again.
seriously.
im reallie scared worried and fear.
can anyone tell mi wat can i do.
or simply juz counsel mi.
i might get depression sooner or later if these continues.
hais.
although im tat sad.
i still can smile laught and joke with my friends.
actually is damn tong ku lor.
hais but wat to do.
cannot be i pull a long face the whole dae right?

well.
where did i went during my lunch?
went out to help him.
once again.
he told mi his story.
somehow or rather i find him quite pity lah.
doing all stuffs for her.
dont wana sae the story lah coz it is not very nice story.
hmm.
ai ren might noe.
ai ren u caught the ball wat im trying to sae?
who im referring to?
and wat i had helped him?
hais.
felt pity for him lah.

will end here.
i dont wana think wat will happen tmr.
i will let it happen naturally.
(:

Monday, November 27, 2006

well.
first dae of fyp is damn bored.
did nth but to read 2 past yr report.
lucky thing is im same grp as quixiang!
and not all will have this kind of opportunity.
and im in the same lab as alot of ppl.
quixiang.
philip.
jeevitha.
jiamin.
steven.
and oso keat's classmates.
think 3 of them ba.
i was like..
argh!
-_-
juz make mi remind of tat guy!
he is still ignoring mi like how he ignored mi.
fine lor!
enough!
den hor.
we was bored till.
at 1700 i told philip we go lim kopi lah.
mi quixian philip went to meet zhao bak and vincent.
we talk till 1730 den go back.
shiock ah.
at 1750 start to pack and go off liao.
still hafta go blk p and sign out.
sian.

surprizingly.
my partner aka yong jin called mi.
was shocked tat he call mi lah.
he asked mi how's and wat's my fyp.
so qiao im in the same lab as he was.
he sae simple and no programming.
thank god!
den i asked him 'u now attachment ar?'
den he ans 'fei hua!'
-_-
crap de lah him.
den he told mi someone calling u 'ai ren'
ai ren same company as him!
haa.
i wana share sth tat i felt tat its DAMN REAL FUNNY.
i was talking to yong jin right.
juz wana update him abt wat is michelle doing since michelle was beside mi at tat time.
michelle was doing sensor.
i told him 'michelle kena sensor'
he replied and asked mi 'HUH?! WAT?! who kena cancer?!'
LOL!!
i was laughing like HELL lor.
lucky i was on bus.
if not think i will laugh even louder lor.
bth.
sensor..
CANCER!!!
lol!!
=D

actually reallie felt good going back sch and meet up with all those friends and classmates.
3mths did not crap and talk cock with them.
lol.
but still.
eveything is still not perfect without my ai ren.
ai ren.
dont worry.
u are still the one tat i miss most.
no one can fight wif u.
haha!
when den can see u?!?

my dear went fishing with some of the bio officers.
i nearly went crazy before he call mi.
im not those who will sae one dae nv see bf will die.
but the feeling of missing him is reallie terrible lor.
had not met him for 2 daes.
plus tmr is third dae.
he finishing his fishing tmr afternoon.
he sae if can he will go sch fetch mi den go mr francis hse eat the fish they caught.
hopefully can lor.
didnt reallie have high hopes coz if not i will get disappointed more.
(:

alright!
ending here for this time round.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

some photos to share with u all.
enjoy!!
(:


SENTOSA!!


michelle and me tanning``


my bio matrix blk 3 work station``


my science park work station``


prakash and me``


selvi(frm bio) and me``


my dear and me!! =P
SORRIES to all my dearies!!
ya.
i had not been updating for weeks le ba i guess!
forgive me k!

bet some of u had already noe wat happen to mi recently.
well.
this time round is not sth bad or sad.
its sth happy.
its sth tat im searching for and looking for high and low for it.
yup.
(:

PLS READ BELOW!!
lol!!
=P

everything started way back on 8 nov.
i went to my mac bbq at ecp aft my work.
somehow or rather during my conversation wif khairul i told him tat.
den dunno y he offered to send mi back home.
hmm i sae yes coz i think no harm mah.
ok lor.
he reached ecp ard 2300++.
den jun dont allow mi to leave coz she claim tat its still early.
ok lor.
since he reached.
i asked him to join us at the bbq lor.
so he actually met jun they all first.
when i went to the carpark and brought him over to the pit.
all having the same reaction.
gave mi a shocked looking and asked.
'ur bf ar?'
i replied them no lah.
duh!
i crapped wif them.
den went to sit and talked to him regarding his work.
hmm yup.
den jun was like playing a fool wif the mac delivery and dragged him along.
-_-
aft all the craps and talking.
we went off ard 0100++ or 0200 ba.
yesh den he sent mi home lor.
(:

on 9 nov.
aft work i went dinner wif june ismail&gf meng soefian faizal florence alice and mastura.
coz is mastura's bdae.
went city plaza.
oso somehow or rather i told him tat too.
den he again offered to meet mi up and send mi home.
ya no harm lor.
i sae ok.
i met him at ard 2100++ at katong aft saeing bye to june and the rest.
he asked mi wana go esplande sit and talked there.
hmm.
i said ok.
so we went there.
sat there and talked to him.
ya talked quite alot of stuffs.
juz talked anything tat comes to mind ba.
den saw TWO lambogini(spelled this way?!).
its a DAMN nice and ex sports car.
its was like WOW!!
lol.
we went off ard 1200++ ba.
den he sent mi home.
(:

on 10 nov.
was his off dae.
he asked mi wana go vivo city.
well.
since i got no date.
ok lor.
he went to fetch mi at science park.
den he asked mi at acc him to nuh to visit his friend.
same.
his friends were oso shocked and asked him.
'ur gf ar?'
he said no.
duh!
ya.
aft tat den we went vivo lor.
walked and shopped ard.
its damn lot ppl lor!
sian plus headache.
so den we sat outside vivo and talked and took some photos.
im enjoying the scenery there!
its real nice.
looking across to sentosa.
looking at the big ships.
looking at the sea.
i love the cable cars at night!!
wif all the lightings on it!
I LOVE IT!!
den we left vivo to redhill there to grabbed some food.
aft our meal he brought mi to one of the parks ard there.
we went there to continue our talkings.
conversation lasted for quite some time.
den he told mi.
'i got sth to ask u but i dunno how to put it into words'
i was blur but somehow or rather i noe wat up in his mind and i oso noe tat the dae will come sooner or later.
den i asked mi.
'wats tat?'
he hesitated for awhile and asked mi.
'can u be my gf?'
i looked at him for awhile.
den smile and nodded my head.
yup!
tats hows everything goes.
by den its already 0100++ le.
so he sent mi home.
(:

aft tat where we go no need to sae le ba.
think my blog will be endless if i continue!
ever since i wif him.
i will definately reached home past midnight.
tsk tsk tsk.
haha!
so dont blame mi for not updating my blog k!
=P

thinking y i nodded my head?
well.
he is a person tat i can reallie talked mi.
share my problems ba.
he can talk craps and cheer mi up when im down.
like those daes im so stressed up wif work.
i oso got the feeling of loving him.
and i feel loved by him too.
hmm.
seriously.
i reallie hope tat i will not meet the wrong person again.
yup.
i had learnt from my mistakes in the past.
and i wont repeat again.
i dont wan to haf another history.
i dont wan to haf another memory.
bless mi and wish mi all the best k!
i will do my very best to be a good gf too!
(:

hmm.
ok.
i guess there's another qns in ur mind ba.
do i reallie wana convert?
well ya.
it might be too early to think of this qns.
for now.
i juz wana to be happie.
do wat i wan to do.
do wat i feel like doing.
i will juz enjoy and appreciate everydae single dae wif him.
if this relationship can goes on smoothly and last for the next few yrs.
to mi.
it shows tat it worth it doing tat.
it shows tat we are reallie in love.
ok so if u are my friend.
dont pour mi cold water k?
(:

for the past 2 weeks plus wif him.
i had learnt to enjoy scenery.
yup first is the lighted cable cars.
next is esplande.
its reallie nice to sit down at night at esplande.
look across the singapore river.
all the lighted tall buildings.
the 2 lighted 'durians' aka esplanade.
and the 'non-stop-vomiting' merlion.
lol.
its reallie a nice place there.
in the past i dont find it.
mayb went wif the wrong ppl.
wahaha!
=x

juz to clarify.
when i knew i need to go science park for my attachment.
i felt sad is not coz of him.
nth to do wif him.
coz i oso dunno he is interested in mi.
lol.

hmm well.
actually i knew him abt 3mths ago when i started my attachment.
think i saw this guy during the first week there.
but didnt reallie talked much coz still dunno him.
first talked to him at blk7 during the second or third week ba.
guess wat.
he told mi he got a crush on mi when he saw mi the second time at blk 4.
we was joking and crapping at tat time lah.
wah.
it had been quite some time ever since he got a crush on mi.
omg!
amazing man!!

think its enough of mi and him love story le ba.
its time to talk abt myself le.

my 12 weeks of attachment its over!!!
but thinking of going back to sch for fyp oso sian.
if can i would rather choose to continue my attachment.
once again.
is not coz of him.
coz i hate to do project!
argh!
wish mi good luck ba.
hope wont get any programming stuffs can le.
if not u will be seeing me having depression for 3mths.
-_-

so ytd michelle and mi went to sentosa for tanning.
well..
the whether was not tat good.
tanned awhile started to rain.
so we bathed and went town.
we wanted to cut our hair.
yup we did!
but we oso did a treatment.
we spent $76 there!!
OMG!!
-suet declared bankrupt-
tsk tsk tsk!!
shoped ard in town.
resist my temtation not to buy anything!
argh!
haa.
den i parted wif michelle ard 2100.
den i went over to tiong bahru to meet him.
he was there wif this friend who wana join bio soon.
haa.
den aft talking wif his friend.
we went to marina squre to join his another group of friends.
den we went kbox.
till 0400.
reached home 0400++.
slp at 0500.

planned to go jurong to swim wif michelle.
but we did hair treatment ytd.
the hairdresser asked us not to wash our hair for 2 daes.
so we cancelled our plan.
oso did not meet her up coz she went to meet her 'long-time-no-meet' friends too.
so im like noe staying at home.
doing nth but slacking yet blooging now.
lol.
waiting for his call to meet him ba.
he got performance todae.
(:

sth to share wif u all!
i saw my phone.
exactly the same as mine in PINK!!!
almost fainted.
function better den the one im having.
camera 2megapixel.
and oso have external memory.
if i trede in mine to get tat.
add $300++.
well.
kinda worth it.
haa.

ok lah.
think gonna stop here for now.
will promise to update soon k.
our next gathering most prob be my bdae cum xmas celebration ba.
we do the same thing as last yr having exchanging of xmas gifts k!
=P
hee!
k lah!
see ya soon k!
(:

Monday, November 13, 2006

HEY!!
my life has turned.
(:

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

its TUESDAY!!
lol.
as per normal.
woke up at 0600.
left home ard 0720.
aft 1 and 1/2 hrs journey.
reached amkor(science park).
not long aft ann reached.
we went opposite to buy breakfast.
not long aft johnny reached.
the 3 of us sat down wif juhari to go thru every graphics whether in use or not.
where is it located.
ard 1200.
i headache le.
DAMN LOT of to-do-lists.
thinking of going back bio by this week?
chances are damn slim.
i think ah.
if i nv keep on thinking of going back bio.
i think i wont be tat stress.
ya.
im freaking stress.
ann went off to bio ard 1700.
at tat point of time i think im damn stress up le.
i cant think any further.
stopped work ard 1750.
packed my stuffs and went off.
i sms khairul at 1800 telling him tat think i cant go back bio any time soon.
he called mi back at 1801.
ya tats fast.
chatted wif him.
and i complaint my workload, stress-ness and tired-ness to him!
haa.
thanx for calling mi.
so tat there is someone i can complaint to.
lol.
thanx for teling mi wat to do.
i will try my best to do it.
=)
i was on my way home on bus while we are on the line.
ard 1810 he asked mi a qns.
'so how reached home already?'
lol wth.
i told him.
'im not staying next to buona vista how to get home SO FAST?!'
=D

well.
think im having slight headache le.
and one more thing.
my shoulders has been aching for a few daes.
omg.
anyone wana volunteer to help?
lol.
=P
ok.
i wana slp early tonight.

tmr going to ecp for a bbq.
mcd de.
oso dunno wat hell time will i reach.
hope they still got the heart to leave some food for mi.

hey btw!
i wana change my password le.
lazy to type so long everytime and the matter is over damn long le.
=x
will be changing to juz 'suet'.
wef next week ba.
see my mood lor.
haa.
noted?
=)

Monday, November 06, 2006

RUI ZHU HAPPIE BIRTHDAE!!!
=D
hope u enjoyed ur dae with ur loved ones.

its MONDAE!!!
yup.
as per normal woke up at 0600.
felt so irritated when i cant get into slp last night.
woke up once ard 0100.
second time ard 0200.
THIRD time ard 0300!!!
argh!!
-_-

reached science park ard 0900 sharp.
ann not there.
ya.
im alone there again.
suet the loner.
did all my stuffs.
did all wat i noe.
i finished ard 1500.
wat else can i do?
i oso dunno.
i called ann.
she told mi she's on leave.
how?
she think and asked mi.
'or u wana go back bio?'
lol.
of coz i wan lah.
i had been waiting for this dae ever since i transfer out.
haa.
so i ans.
'orh ok lor i go back bio aft i touch up everything'
must act abit mah.
dun wana let she noe tat i WANT TO go back bio.
wahaha!
=D
i reallie did touch up everything b4 i left.
den i reached bio ard 1545.
i straight went blk 3 and rot.
no one there.
kannan was there on duty lah.
he oso dunno where the rest.
so i sit there and wait lor.
not long aft boon came in.
he sae.
'wah so fast come back bio ah.. u good ah.. boss juz left den u reach'
lol.
good lor.
boss left and went back to HQ.
rot there.
talked to them.
raj gave mi a stupid damn shock reaction when he saw mi.
prakash asked mi go store help him do stuffs.
baddie!
haa.
i oso blamed prakash for not calling mi for lunch.
ya.
i did not go for lunch last fri and todae.
coz no one acc mi.
i dun wana eat alone.
lol.
den i oso went lobby talked to siti.
went to blk 6 ard 1700 chat wif khairul.
so sickening.
they continue the damn stupid rumour when im not ard.
khairul was telling mi ppl was like asking ard.
'where is tat honeywell short short girl?'
wah liao.
go there oso kena suan short.
wo de tian ah!!
sae bye to khairul at 1730.
knock off time!!
haa.
den met june on bus to toa payoh.
actually wanted to visit panda de.
but dunno y suddenly cant contact him AT ALL.
had our dinner at long john.
den we ended up shopping at toa payah.
i bot a black and white pokah dots hair band and belt.

june bot a pink and white pokah dots hair band.
think im into pokah dots recently.
retro ah.
lol.
we parted ard 2020.
den reached home ard 2100.
yeah!
tats how i spent my MONDAY!!
=)

where will i be tmr?
bio or amkor?
i got no idea oso.
will find out tmr morning.

think its time for another primary school gathering.
ya.
will help help from 'my' sms operator.
hope will be a successful one.
=)

i will enjoy every single day as if there is no tomorrow for me.
hmm true?

Sunday, November 05, 2006

IRIS LIU JIE HAPPIE BIRTHDAE!!
=D
hope u had a great dae wif ur loved ones.

ytd.
saturdae.
my dae started ard 1100++.
prepare myself and met xiu at pasir ris.
its already 1530++.
haa.
den we went to costa sand resort.
yup.
shan's chalet.
ppl start coming in ard 1900.
our attendance got full at 2100++.
we ate.(of coz! lol)
played twister.
played uno.(a game tat lasted ard 45min!)
den we bot 2 mini cakes.
1 for shan.
1 for iris.(since her bdae is aft midnight)
yun's intention is to smash the cake onto iris's face.
yup.
did it.
who went to smash shan's face?
iziit mi?
i forget liao.
at tat point of time the suituation is too chaostic.
DEN GUESS WAT?!?!
im oso involve.
im being smashed wif cakes too.
i think even worst den iris and shan.
hello excuse me!!
its like shan's bdae chalet and is iris's bdae aft midnight.
its not even my bdae yet!
y am i being sabo-ed the worst?!
omg.
wat will happen during my bdae?!
hmm..
jies let mi tell u ba.
i make sure i wont let it happen AGAIN!!!
lol.
lalala``
=D
ok.
den aft the 'cake war'.
took some photos.
tat its a must coz is FULL ATTENDANCE!!
cant upload them now.
coz not using my photo as my phone memory sux.
haa.
ya waiting for them to send mi.
aft photo taking session.
all heading home.
and im like so stink wif chocolate smell.
yucks!
took bus 21 to bedok reservoir.
i missed my bus 65.
last bus at 2350.
i reached there 0010.
so how?
wat to do?
still there till next morning to take the first bus?
walk home?
ya.
actually thinking of tat.
coz actually dun feel like going home.
but ended up i took cab home from there lor.
although the dae tat im most afraid had actually happened.
but i think i enjoyed myself.
=)

ya den she finally called mi back.
she asked mi wat happened.
i did not tell her.
i told her it had already past.
its ok.
den i dragged her to talked another topic.

todae my dae started ard 1600.
lol.
amazing ah.
not working i took off ytd and todae.
nv go out coz no one date mi and i dunno who to date.
so juz took this rare chance to slp late and slack lor.

todae.
even my liu jie is already 19 le.
1mth 16daes to my turn.
im already listing my wishlist le.
but i think i wont get wat i most wanted.

shan-i will rmb u wished for world peace.
dont worry.
i will wish for haze free ok!
lol.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

hais.
im terribly sad.
pls cheer mi up if u can.

continue from my last post.
wednesday..
yup.
went bio in the morning.
the whole morning i did nth.
the rest went to do their work.
i juz sit blk 3 staring at no where.
somehow fell asleep a few times.
haa.
went to buy a curry puff coz was kinda hungry.
den came back play games.
den ard 1200.
boss call mi to pack my stuffs and take the ghim moh bus.
had lunch den go science park.
no lah.
im not sad anymore.
i juz wana sae bye to ppl.
but all dunno where.
i juz sms selvi and khairul.
yup.
off i go.
reached science park.
trying to get familar wif their old system.
trying to familarise wif the program i will be using for the following weeks.
did abit.
den 1730 le.
so went off lor.
continue the next dae ba.

thursday morning reached science park.
aft 2 months.
tat is the first dae tat i reached work place i noe wat to do.
haa.
den the whole dae juz sit down there edit all the old graphics lor.
think i edited abt 30 to 40 graphics.
so happie to see wat i had edited and put it online.
the sense of satisfication was like 'WOW'
=)

friday..
did the same stuffs.
i din even go for lunch.
i juz i wana finish earlier so tat i can go back bio earlier!
hee.
i did 40++ todae.
i tell ann i target end of next week i can complete.
yup yup.
shall see how things go.

let mi share wif u all sth happened on thursdae at science park aft work when i wana go home.
i left my office.
den went to the security to change back my ic.
coz we hafta change pass.
den there was a note stick onto my ic.
it was from a security named terence who wana make friend.
he left his contact num.
i dun bother to sms him or wat lah.
den juz now aft work.
he was on duty at the place where exchange pass.
he looked at mi like one kind.
-_-

i called her on thursdae night.
i wana talk to her.
coz im damn sad.
but she sae she's working.
will call mi back.
as expected.
she did not.
so i juz bring my sadness and my tears into my dreams.
when u sad.
there is always someone by your side u can talk to.
a shoulder to lean on.
when u cry.
there is always someone by ur side who will help u dry ur tears.
someone u can hug can cry with.
i juz dun haf tat kind of life.
dun haf tat kind of luck.
hais.
i dunno wat else to sae.
IM JUST FEELING VERY SAD.

im scared.
im afraid.
i dun want.
reallie.
pls cheer mi up.
if not i think im getting depression soon.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

hais.
will tat happen again?
if it reallie will happen.
i would rather choose not to go.
i dun wana see tat kind of situation.
now im imagine it im already sad.
hurt?
kind of lah i think.
juz dun feel good lor.
i ever told 'someone' abt this.
'someone' asked mi to voice out.
but i chose not to.
coz i dun wana make majority to listen to mi.
im juz a minority there.
am i juz looking trouble for myself?
wat can i do?
i cant find anybody tat is having the same situation as mi.
HAIS!!!
=((
ok.
it might sound stupid?
i dunno how to describe lah.
im juz making a big fuss over a small matter.
im still at bio.
mon and tue i stayed at bio.
later(wed) im still going back bio.
lol.
y?
mon morning i went to bio.
waiting for ppl bring mi go science park mah.
den ard 1130 ann called mi to packed my stuffs.
go over fcc den we going to science park.
ok lor.
den reached science park.
boss told mi wat i shld do.
but the station not ready yet so i cant start anything.
den we went to sp for lunch.
seeing all the poly students there.
i miss my school life.
i miss nyp.
i miss nyp canteen food.
lol.
den aft lunch we went back to science park.
things still not ready yet.
i juz sit there did nth.
den boss going back bio.
he asked mi follow him go back first.
ok lor!
we reached bio ard 1500++ ba.
haa.
im back at bio again.
den he told mi tue go bio.
wed den i go scince park.

tuesday..
went back bio.
so happy no need go science park.
coz think if i go.
i will be alone there ba.
ann finish her stuffs she will back at bio.
den prakash bring mi to roof top!
im so excited abt it.
to change the lcd for the flowconverter.
went to 2 blocks roof top.
but i came back from 2 roof top.
i got headache.
den lazy to go out for lunch.
sit at blk 3 and slp.
raj oso slacked and slp there.
boon went out to eat.
prakash went out to do some stuffs.
selvi was talking on phone.
den the whole dae aft lunch i did nth.
well.
kinda used to it le ba.
haa.
but headache!
bth``
-_-
den selvi received sms from boss asking both of us go over fcc at 1600.
ok lor.
since i had handover my booking job to her.
so she was doing lor.
den i still sitting down there doing nth.
haa.
den guess wat..
boss told mi tmr morning(which is later, wed) to go bio first.
lol.
he sae go bio 'first'.
so nobody noes am i going to science park.
when is my last dae?
everydae seems to be like my last dae.
haha!
i dun think so much le lah.
i always can go back bio anytime i wan.
bio wont run away.
i oso wont forget the way to bio.
lalala``

to think back.
i reallie feel stupid to feel TAT sad when i noe im going to science park.
and now im stay at bio.
lol.